I Still Remember

I still remember the time
when you started to chat with me
when you told me a hadits
when you give me compliments

I still remember
when we unexpectedly met for 3 times
and you tried to talk with me 3 times also

I still save your 1st message
that you sent to my facebook account
you said you didn't have any other way
'cause you still didn't know my number anyway

I still remember
when we had appointment to talk at 2 pm
on May 24th

I still remember
when you asked my number but before i said anything,
you gave your number first.
What an effort

Then you said you'll call
you wanted to see my family
You said you're not kidding
but, i still can't believe your words at all

I still remember
how hard my heartbeat was
when i waited your call
suddenly my hand phone rang
then i saw a message. I smile.
You said you can't call me at that day
but, it's okay.

I still remember
when my mom and my dad went outside
I was so happy
thought that i can talk with you
without wishpering at all

On May 25th at 8.25 pm
I heard my hand phone rang
then i saw your number, your name,
I picked up your call with my heart
the first call from a man that i got

I still remember your first word
I still remember your voice that i love
I still remember your first laugh that i heard
I still remember your all stories in my heart
I still remember all of that

It's too easy for me to forget anything
but all about you
i still remember them clearly
without miss even just a little thing

I still remember your smile
that makes me melt in a while

I still remember the pictures you sent
I know you wanted me to send mine
but i thought if i send it later maybe it's fine

I still remember every single detail of our moments
I still remember on May 26th at 6.12 am
I received your text
that i never expected
you said to me, "You are perfect"

I still remember your calls
I marked my calendar after you called
I still remember the date, the day,
the time, the month, the year
of your every single call
i wrote them on my calendar then i drew a big heart on it
with a wide smile

I still remember when I changed my ringtone and made the speaker louder
so i could get up in a moment when you call at night

I still remember when my handphone rang almost every night
I heard your voice then everything felt so right

You made me smile
made me feel better
made me so in love

I still remember your jokes
When you took breath in the middle talking something
then you said you're nervous. I smile.
you took my soul at that moment
that what exactly happened

I still remember them all
that made me finally so sure to say
"YES"

I still remember that all
but now you don't care at all.